Today I lit a candle for your beautiful soul. I wish I had spent more time with you the last couple of years. I will ache when I walk through the door and your father doesn't yell 'Come and see your cousin'. I will ache when you don't come to tell me everything you are excited about and show me your latest game. I will ache everytime I think of the big things in life that you were always so fascinated with and your love to learn and talk. Everytime I see an image of a volcano that you couldn't say properly when you were young, or a monster truck you always wanted to crash into stuff my heart will break just a little bit more. I will forever adore you the way I did when I first held you. I wish I could have said goodbye but I hope you know and felt the love and pride every single one of us had for you. I will hold you in my heart forever.